21 mOre daeS.. *cOuntiNg dwN*

I m baCk!! *hurhur* Long time nv blog ler. Been busy wif the competitions. Falling sick ler. Sad..=( hMm.. the coMpetition.. Haiz.. I m disappointed at myself.. more than aneone iz at me.. I noe dear is disappointed.. I haf dragged the whole team dwn wif me.. Sorry pplz.. But i reali sux at oral presentations.. Duibuqi.. I m seriously disappointing.. I haf made everyone's hard work gone to waste.. haish.. All i can do now, is to cross my fingers n pray tt the judges were kind enuff nt to notice me n let us thru.. I promise nt to do the speech part ever again.. Juz let us thru!!

Hmm.. 21 more daes to my bdae.. haha itz a little too early to be counting down.. *hurhur* Cant help it.. I juz haf nth beta to do.. hEez.. I haf a long long wish list this year.. I wan everyone to b fine n hapi.. i wan weelun korkor to get outta NS safe n sound.. i wana b hapi hapi hapi.. i wan all my frenz to b hapii too.. my gd gd gd frenz lyke minglin, stewen, matt, ceREst.. ahh.. everyone.. heez.. oh yar.. I wan my two other korkors to be happi too.. hmm.. now to my pressie list.. haha.. i wan lotsa tings.. wahaha.. well then again.. i shld b satisfied wid wat i m given n wat i haf..=) haha.. well i wan meaningful n sincere pressies!! haha.. last year bdae wus a surprise n great! thanks to matt n gang=D this year i wan.. a big bear hug n a card frm jer.. a bigbigbig pressie frm haO.. i miSs them so muchie.. well.. most imptly, i wan to haf dear to celebrate fer me.. but i doubt he will rmb.. haiz.. well.. juz as well.. i still gt a great bunch of frenz to pei wo=)

Life haf been sucky.. I m stressed out.. By lotsa tings>.<>

Night Jaunt rOx~

Juz woken up. Hmm. I Had night jaunt mahx. This morn then reach hm n slp de. I lacked two daes of slp so..*shrugs* Cant blame me.. =P

Hmm.. Well.. the night jaunt wus great in sum waes.. but still gt lotsa room for improvement=) hmm.. we started off wif the Night Safari. Hmm.. Went to see the animalz.. Kinda tiring lah.. Cuz i wus already lacking a dae of slp ysd.. Hmm.. I love the tiger!! n the giant flying squirrelS!! Sho cuTe.. esp their bushy tails.. Kawaii neh =D i m so in love wif the squirrels *hurhur* hMm.. Took lotsa pics wif dear n shaofen n yvonne.. Sho fun.. i m kinda becuming zi lian ler.. *hurhur*

Then nxt destination wus Changi Village. The one n only place wher the transvestites *i duno how to spell* gather. Haha. Our buses toured the area for three rounds. N guys on the buses were ogling at them.. Hmm.. itz lyke suddenly the bus became so lively.. haha.. Well.. i tink.. we kinda were too obvious.. tt when we were on our third round.. One beautiful transvestite bared her breasts.. Everyone wus lyke stunned.. then sum guys started commenting tt her breasts looked totally plastic.. lOl.. Hmm.. then we had sum chance of walking ard in the area.. N guys were warned to protect themselves frm being 'molested'... lOl

Hmm.. then off we went to east Coast lagoon for "dinner' at 1130pm.. Nth much much happened ther.. except tt i saw a butch in the ladies' n i tot i went into the wrong toilet.. lol

Next, wus the Old changi hospital.. We had a hard time finding the place.. cuz it wus so dark.. Hmm.. the place wus pretty eerie.. ghostly perhaps..=S But too bad we cldnt go in.. Wld haf been more fun bahx..heez..

Then off we went to Red hSe..Hmm.. the place wus too dark.. Cldnt see much.. Oni can see the two lion statues.. howeva i din takemore than a glance at them. Cuz it wus known tt the lions wld stare back at u.. =S hmm.. then after a while everyone wus made to leave hurriedly.. N i wus told tt the lions' head were noticed to be tilted to the sides.. though their bodies were still facing the front.. Eerie huh? =/

then.. went Geylang at 3+am For supper -__-" Hmm.. Then off to the esplanade to take pics.. N lastly to eat yummielicious cheesy prata near NUS.. yUm yUm.. Night jaunt wus definitely fun =) N i m going to make it more fun nxt year.. lOl.. hmm.. Nxt event up.. n i will b involved in organising ish the ' amunching race" Gona make it a big success =)

Gotta go now.. Very slpy again..=P

~xIn

~sIcK

I m sick.. Haiz.. Wana die ler. Very tired n sick.. Din haf enuff sLp.. Been super bZ wif scH..That iz why sho long nv update.. So sad..

Recently, been mixing wif dear's klassmates more than wif mine.. Opps! Nt reaLi on purpose de.. But i reaLi dun click wif the gals in my klass.. Ermm.. sum i dun reaLi lyke.. Kinda pretentious.. But most are nice.. Esp ppL lyKe sUuxiaN, aDeLine, eiLeeN, yVonNE, Liyi.. Hmm.. Got to noe great pPl frm dear's klass.. Landy.. vannesa.. wiNnie.. they are a great funky bunch of frenz lorh.. =)

Hmm.. Ysd went to watch "twelve nIght" the play.. Haha.. For those whu noe me.. I din take full lit.. haha.. Duno wat i doing ther oso.. haha.. Well.. hmm.. me n dear met landy n a guy call weizhong at cck ard 6pm.. Then on the train, they started to panick.. cuz no one noe how to get to the place.. wah lau eh.. Very funnie.. then itz lyke suddenly everyone bcum so bz, calling ppL for helP.. haha.. Me juz stood ther n STONED.. then reach tanjong pagar mrt wher we are meeting vanessa..

Then.. me, dear n weizhong went in search ard how to get to the place.. I asked dear n weizhong wat the place is called.. they told me is DBS theater.. okay.. so went asked the ctrl station master.. they asked us to go to the dbs building.. We ran ther.. IN THE RAIN.. so fun.. haha.. but realised it wus the wrong place.. so ran ard the whole area trying to find the place.. So fun.. running in the rain.. lyke amazing race lidat.. =P

Desperate.. We decided to take a cab.. So went back the mrt station to join landy in waiting for vanessa.. Hmm.. then.. Sumone called.. Said tt oni gt one ticket.. Dear refused to go alone.. Hmm.. Then Landy oso said he dun wana go oso.. Wahh.. At the moment hor.. i wus so touched lorh.. He sho jiang yi qi lorh.. =) Hmm.. when vanessa reached, we ran ard again.. cuz her mum said itz nearby.. But ended up canot find.. So went take cab.. The stupid cabbies.. refused to stop lorh.. then gt one stop for us.. BUt he duno how to go.. diaO.. Finali.. we gt the right address then flagged down another taxi to take us ther.. Me weizhong, n dear.. went first.. Then landy n vannesa gt on later than us.. On the taxi.. the stupid taxidriver so noisy.. so much crap-__-" hmm.. he cheat our money lorh.. Landy n nessa reached earlier than us when they had setted out later lorh.. wad da..

Finali arrived..Haha.. then saw another big group of ppL.. haha.. We were the oni LOST sheep..haha.. Well.. not long another we went inside during a short interval lorh.. had to stand for a while cuz the theater wus so dark tt we cant find our seats.. haha.. Yarh.. ysd wus damn fun.. n i ended reaching hm ard 12+.. n had so little slp tt i m sick now.. Well.. it wus worth it lah.. =)

Gotta go ler.. this entry is crappy enuff ler..tata.. ~xIn

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Heyhey! I m back.. Wootz~ Orientation ended on tues. Letz back track alittle.. Hmm.. orientation.. kinda boring lah.. KlasS werent tt enthu lorh.. Esp when playin the stupid game at the field.. I hafta run So many times to n fro juz becuz the gurls refused to move.. Arrgh! Hmm then.. orientation ended beautifully wif the dances.. haha.. I dragged dear wif me back to S10 to dance.. haha.. terence danced wif jiahui.. he wus dancing the gal part.. haha.. sho funnie. dEyun n riOdo.. haha.. suCh a sweet coupLe.. =p heez.. Well.. had lotsa fUn wif S10.. S10 stiL roX!

Wed.. Back to lessons.. Sian.. Din reali haf the mOod norh.. =( lUcky got terencecum pei wo during my long boring breaks..when dear is nt ard..=( then todae.. more lectures.. boring sia.. i went for all makeups.. haha..boliao.. realised tt ther is none for geog!! how can?? die ler.. i kinda scared! i kinda forgot alot of tings..=(

Sian..tmlgona b another stupid dae.. sobx.. gtg ler.. muz slp early.. i m sho tired..sho tired=( i juz wan everyone to b fine.. can?

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Heyhey! I m back.. Wootz~ Orientation ended on tues. Letz back track alittle.. Hmm.. orientation.. kinda boring lah.. KlasS werent tt enthu lorh.. Esp when playin the stupid game at the field.. I hafta run So many times to n fro juz becuz the gurls refused to move.. Arrgh! Hmm then.. orientation ended beautifully wif the dances.. haha.. I dragged dear wif me back to S10 to dance.. haha.. terence danced wif jiahui.. he wus dancing the gal part.. haha.. sho funnie. dEyun n riOdo.. haha.. suCh a sweet coupLe.. =p heez.. Well.. had lotsa fUn wif S10.. S10 stiL roX!

Wed.. Back to lessons.. Sian.. Din reali haf the mOod norh.. =( lUcky got terencecum pei wo during my long boring breaks..when dear is nt ard..=( then todae.. more lectures.. boring sia.. i went for all makeups.. haha..boliao.. realised tt ther is none for geog!! how can?? die ler.. i kinda scared! i kinda forgot alot of tings..=(

Sian..tmlgona b another stupid dae.. sobx.. gtg ler.. muz slp early.. i m sho tired..sho tired=( i juz wan everyone to b fine.. can?

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Heyhey! I m back.. Wootz~ Orientation ended on tues. Letz back track alittle.. Hmm.. orientation.. kinda boring lah.. KlasS werent tt enthu lorh.. Esp when playin the stupid game at the field.. I hafta run So many times to n fro juz becuz the gurls refused to move.. Arrgh! Hmm then.. orientation ended beautifully wif the dances.. haha.. I dragged dear wif me back to S10 to dance.. haha.. terence danced wif jiahui.. he wus dancing the gal part.. haha.. sho funnie. dEyun n riOdo.. haha.. suCh a sweet coupLe.. =p heez.. Well.. had lotsa fUn wif S10.. S10 stiL roX!

Wed.. Back to lessons.. Sian.. Din reali haf the mOod norh.. =( lUcky got terencecum pei wo during my long boring breaks..when dear is nt ard..=( then todae.. more lectures.. boring sia.. i went for all makeups.. haha..boliao.. realised tt ther is none for geog!! how can?? die ler.. i kinda scared! i kinda forgot alot of tings..=(

Sian..tmlgona b another stupid dae.. sobx.. gtg ler.. muz slp early.. i m sho tired..sho tired=( i juz wan everyone to b fine.. can?

go.Od frIdaE~

I juz woke up oni. Wahaha. Very tired seh. I slpt at ermm 2 am this morn? haha.. Ysd wus dae two of orientation2.. Hmm.. Last dae of the stupid talks n stuffs.. Haf been sitting in the hall till my butt is hurting norh.. However miraculously, i din fall aslp leh. Haha.. Well.. how to sae leh.. orientation so far is so sian.. alot of new intakes are so unenthu.. arrgh! Well, learnt the fun dance ysd. Seemz nice.. haha..

After dismissal, met yvonne, jiahui at concourse.. me n dear n them went to take bus 190 to riodo's condo.. Haha.. wus busy toking.. then forgot to get off the bus at the right stop.. Went all the wae to tanglin ther.. then hafta take another bus back.. haha.. so funnie.. Reach the condo.. oni to find likai, kokpeng, n deyun n sophia ther oni.. so yarh.. juz sat ard n chat lorh.. then teRence aka graSs arrived tOo.. wahaha.. the last to arrive were the O2 ppl.. haha

Played pokercards wif kokpeng, terence, likai n dear.. Stupid graSs.. Eat so much money de.. tsktsktsk.. not bad arh.. Din noe u so gd.. =P haha.. Then when everyone arrived ler.. Started eating.. n dancing to the mass dance music.. haha.. Duno dance how many times still not sian.. haha.. =D hmm.. Then the guys very boliao.. act seh lorh.. tink they are professional models lidat.. kip posing.. haha.. very funnie seh.. Duno whu wus the leader..

Nearing the end, played " pass the watermelon" haha.. terence n kok peng kena the most forfeits.. haha.. they were great sports! Did the forfeits wif enthusiasm.. *three cheers* haha.. But den, i tink u all were aiming for me n my dear rite? haha.. tOo bad lorh.. =Pp

well, gotta go liao.. later going rewatch spongebob squarepants liao.. 05S10 rox!!

tata~xIn

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Postings are oUt ler.. Woke uP earLy tO cheCk the posting. Wahaha. Log on at 745. Geez.. Din noe it cld work.. Wahaha.. YupyUp.. i got posted back to pjc.. Hmm.. so yarh.. which is a gOod ting lah.. since i haf grown quite attached to the environment n frenz ther.. THough i still gt bitbit regret i nv apply for business course in nP.. *boohoohoo* haha.. Oh yar! tmL gona go appeaL go arts stream liao. I finali decided. haha. i haf decided to take geog. Thanks sTer, thanks for lending me a listening ear=)

Well.. tink lotsa ppL cld make it to their top choice jc/poly bahx.. Congrats=) Tml sch start ler wor for those in jC.. emm those whu haf been adapted to being nocturnal.. beta grab a few alarm clocks bahx.. =D

pS : gRacie!! spOngebOb roX!! mUx gO watCh.. =D

tata~xIn

oUtIng~

Hmm.. Wus supposed to go klass outing de.. but on my wae out, I suddenly tot of going ice skating. So long nv skate ler. Kinda miss the feeling. Heez.. Well.. Met up wif ster n dear.. haha.. Wus supposed to b double date de. Ster's date very dao kia lorh. Hmmph. Shuai so wat? haha Nt lyke i m interested. Haha. I oni wana see him cuz of ster's happiness sake. Muahaha. Hee..

Well then, we still cldnt decide until JE station. Haha. But then i managed to crap my wae thru. Yup. Off we went to ice skate. Hmm. haha. Well lidat lorh. ster wus a pro. dear erm. beginner's luck dun fall. While me? arrgh.. i wus in the middle holding both of them, n gliding along,nt realising how dangerous it wus. i fell twice. First time, both of them managed to hold on to me so the fall wus nt too bad. Second time, i juz suddenly slipped n fell HARD! i nearly cried. Pain sia! Itz wus lyke the pain shot up frm my spine to my head. Reali very pain. So yarh. I juz slacked ard.. Sing songs.. haha.. I wus juz sitting ard.. watching the crowd getting bigger. Itz sHo scary. Human congestion! U cld oni see clumps of tings moving tgr.. N sum falling tgr.. heez.. That wus why i wus kinda afraid to go n skate.. Well.. eventually i did lah.. held on to ster quite tightly.. Haish.. Then gt this guy..okay.. he very PRo.. kip scraping the ice.. At one point in time, the ice flew n fell into my skating shoes. Cld feel the ice melt due my body temp n trickling down my leg.. I wus so " freaking pissed" *learn frm white chicks de" hmm well..nearly scolded vulgarities.. but i did glare at that idiot! hmmph!

So yarh.. quite fUn.. haha.. Bet tml, i wld b half dead. Wif bruises all ova.. N a slightly sprained ankle *sobx* I nid a wheelchair!!

well, tired ler.. Buaiz..~xIn

Wad a boring sUndaE..

Hmm. Boring sunday. Cant go out. Now is post cold war stituation. Perhaps tml then can sneaked outta da hse. Muahaha. Cold war juz ended nt long ago. Yarh. I lied. I had the intention of telling the truth but sumting tt he said struck me hard. So eventually i kept my mouth shut. Well. For my own benefit.

Wellwellwell. Itz so boring. Juz practised maths. Kinda sian norh. I wana get back to being a nerd soon. haha. Canot slack too much liao. i m kinda still fretting ova the subj combi. Die ler lah. Hafta decide quite soon neh. *sobx* But then. As i m a very lazy person, most prob i will b taking chem maths n econs. I luv geog. But i m very lazy. *hurhur* Well. n i will be appealing to take cheena Ao too. I dun wana see an ugly on my cert. Hee.

Hmm. Gotta go now. Buaiz..tata..~xIn

Lost~

I m so lost lost lost. My mind is in whirl. Cant tink straight at all. I m reali lost. Hah. No one can help. But myself. Tell the truth? Or to lie? Wat if.. telling the truth doesnt work? N end up me getting blasted n grounded for the rest of my life? Wat if.. my lie doesnt get thru? N end up being grounded?

Haiz.. I duno lah. If oni my family is alittle more normal.. That's all i ask for. Is tt too much? Arrgh. I m lyke living under Hitler Rule. Dad wans everyting to go his wae. Is lyke. Itz so hard to communicate. I haf seen other families. Wher parents n children communicate lyke frenz. they cld juz tok abt aneting under the sun. But mine? Arrgh! We cant even communicate properly at all. How great?!

Well. In future.. I wun do that to my kids. I wun try to take full control of their lives.Cuz i noe exactly how it feels. The feeling sux. To the core. =(

Well. I reali very upset. Juz tinking abt it. Makes me cry. *sobx* Gotta go. Hafta face the execution soon. I stillduno wat to do. =(

Crying =(

Todae wus a pretty fine dae. Until i found out sum tings. Okay it sux totally. Making me feel real awful. N sad. N depressed. N i reali feel lyke crying.

Emm obviously, sum ppl's mouth duno wat to sae n wat nt to. One's past. Though tainted wif unglorious moments. Is there a strong need to go ard telling everyone abt it? Is there a need to announce it to the whole world? Is there? I reali understand. Sumone whu claims to b a gd fren. Actuali did this to me. Wat the. Haf you ever consider my feelings before going ard telling ppl things? Can you juz kip ur mouth shut? N juz mind ur own business? Everyone has his/her past. ttz wat i believe. N i do believe ppl can change. I haf seen many myself. Thatz perhaps why i hold a strong belief bahx. Well. Humanz make mistakes. Most learn. But how are ppl going to get up n change when there are these ppl whu simply speak without tinking n announcing to the whole world abt their past? Ppl whu kips on reminding them how much of a failure they were? Yarh. They did wrong. But they do deserve a chance to change dun they? Reminding tt they had been a failure once, wun help them at all..instead discouraging wld b a more appropriate term bahx..

Seriously, i hate you! For making me feel so awful.For making me cry. You sux. A self proclaimed saint doing sucha ting to a fren? haish. i duno wat to sae. Except tt i m reali disappointed. haiz..

I m reali reali reali sad rite now. My dae wus spoilt juz becuz of ur stupid mouth. Are you hapi? =(

Juz leave me alone to lead my own life, will you? ~xIn

~stressed out~

hmm..i m reali reali reali reali stressed out *sobx* Cant help it lah. Been tinking too much? Perhaps bahx.. well guess wad i m stressed abt? hah. itz my subj combi of all the tings. I cant seem to decide on what to take. Well. One ting for sure. I m nt taking chinese a most prob. Well, i did qualified for it by mere luck. But then again, i m reali not pleased wif my higher chinese grade. It sux okay? haish. So i m gona take chinese ao. Shld i?

Well, here are the choices i haf kinda gave myself:

1. chem+mathsC+econs

2.mathsC+econs+geog+lit

How? how? how? Taking three subjs, is risky but at the same time i can b more focused. However, Chem is on its own in this combination. Wad use will it b? Kinda useless leh. Ppl ask me to take up phy.. Eekk! i dun lyke phy. haha. And i sux in it. *hurhur*

The second combi. Emm.. quite lyke it. But at the same time, well, as my memory is very limited. I m damn afraid to b unable to do well. Die le lah. Wat to do? Can sumone pls help?? =(

WO kuai shou bu liao ler lah..=( Well. Shall end it here. I m so stressed out nowadaes. *sobx*

Back!!

Haha. I m finali back frm msia. Hmm actuali din reali went ther on my own accord. My parents kinda forced me to. haha. Well. Yar. Went my uncle's place. My cousins are so cute.. So hyperactive.. so chubby.. so cute!! If you see them, even if u are in an extremely foul mood.. you will cheer up de.. haha.. So ya.. my uncle wus pretty happy to see me. Perhaps cuz he gt one "free" babysitter for the dae. haha.. well.. wus playing wif the kids for the whole dae. They were a handful man. Wus dead tired even before the dae end. Hmm i tink i m a highly qualified babysitter ler. Haha. After all those practices. =Pp

Ohhh YAr.. i cut hair ler.. haha.. kinda she3 bu4 de2..hee.. cut alittle.. nt too much.. but still xin tong wor..haha..=P

Okay..i reali lack slp.. Gotta go slp now.. Buaiz..=)

Results out ler...

Results are out todae.. Well i gt mine.. I wus filled wif utmost disappointment. Cant help it. I din do up to my expectations. Neither to pple's expectations. So sorry..jeremy.. Duibuqi ni..haish.. Hmm.. well todae wus filled wif both joy n sorrows. People screaming due to happiness. N sum cried due to disappointment. Me? i din cry. haha. I wus the one screaming wif those whu did well. N the one whu comfort those whu were disappointed. At least i wus kept busy. No time to tink abt it. Haha. Well done 404unzip.. you guys n gals did the klass proud! well done peeps.. uNziP roX *hurhur*

So..now the next step. To tink abt whether i shld stay in jc or go poly. Hmm well i tink.. my results suits poly beta.. howeva my style of studying *nerding* suits jC..whaha..i m so so so confused. I juz stuck in the middle. Duno wat to do oso.

well..getting kinda late ler.. me feeling slpy ler. Well.. i believe tml will b a better dae. =)

oNe laSt daE tO gO...

tmL ish the BIG DAY! My goodness. haha. time reali flies. Not long ago, we were juz sitting for our papers. Now is the results. OMG! i m feeling the stress liao. haish. Wat if i flunk my humanities? Wat if my highest grade is oni a B3? Wat if i fail eng? Wat if... Haish.. so many "wat if.."s passing thru my brain.. i M so stress out.. haiz haiz haiz... okay.. dun tok abt these stupid tings.. i shall leave all my worries to 2 pm tmL..=)

Well..well.. sian..i haf absolutely nth to do..*yawn* perhaps..i shld pop back to slp..haha..tata.. signing off..~xIn

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Okay. I juz reach hm. haha. Very tired. Had a long weary dae todae. haha. well. to begin it off. i brought minglin. zufar. n fungi to crash pJc. haha. miss them so much.

well. hmm. then. todae wus IETL dae. standing for erm..i forgot. oPps. haha. whu cares? hmm.. then they expect all J1 to stay back till 5pm.. what the hell lorh. haha. but then again. i did a BAD ting todae. =Pp me, evon, kok peng, yifang n yvonne tried climbing the 2 plus metres high fences. CUZ the stupid security guard refuses to let us out! well. evon, given her tough physique, she did it without ane sweat. kok peng managed to sneak out thru the main gate. haha. left me n the other two gals. we tried to climb. haha. yifang got stuck on top. cuz her skirt wus hooked by the fences. then kok peng, wanting to b the hero, climbed back in to help out. haha. well. hmm. then. the wae he helped wus lyke. ermermerm. kinda sensitive? haha. but nvm lah. else yifang will b stilstuck up there liao. haha. well me? i cldnt get ova. end up wif several scratches. haha. yvonne too. her injuries were worse. haha. well. i noe it wus a silly act. but it wus damn fun lorh. haha. kinda exciting. MY FIRST TIME. being so notti. =Pp

hmm. okay. juz now before i came here. i went to read one of my klassmates' blog. well. i noe i pissed her off. due to my heck care attitude in doing hwk. well. i simply cant help it rite? when i juz haf too much on my mind n no one to tok to. i simply dun haf ane mood to do my work. wat the hell. okok. i m in the wrong. but if u were me, perhaps u will understand hw awful i m feeling nowadaes. sorrie for pissing you ppl.

Results cuming out soon. dun whether to b happie or not. haha. rite now i m very confused. Sum ppl are worried tt their results mite fail their hopes. of cuz i m worried abt tt. but i m more worried abt the path i m going to take after the results are out. well. i dun wana choose a path tt i mite regret in the future. i m so so so so confused=( haish

well. todae wus okay. Xcept for sum unhapi stuffs here n there. haish. take care pplz. n gd luck for ur o lvl results.=)

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hmm. Juz reach hm not long ago. Had mass J1 bbq in sch. haha. Kinda enjoyed myself. hmm. Din reali eat much. haha. On diet mahx. Geez. Been growing fatter after vdae. Been eating too much chocs liao. Kekex. Cant resist the temptation mahx. I love chocs!! Chocs iz my life. Heheh..=P

oH yAr. todae i finali finali finali started learning the guitar properly. Been too lazy liao. haha. i luv my guitar. haha. my "hubby" leh. haha. well. nan de tt i willing to learn patiently. haha. i am amazed by myself too. haha. HOWEVER. i m nt going to bring my "hubby'" to sch liao. todae one of my klassmates fool ard till one of the strings snapped. wad the hell lorh. i wus so heartbroken lorh=( *sobx* haish. so damn violent de my klass ppl. not all lah. haha.

hmm. yupyup. Juz now gt mass dance. woohoo. so fun. kip changing dance partners. well. all the bpians were juz so enthu. haha. bPians roX. haha. oh yar. SoonkEng n hongyun crash my sch. all the guys did the bp cheer. n bp bay. N though it wus so noisy. i cld still hear soOnkeng. he is damn loud lorh. -_-" hmm. had lotsa fun todae seh. haha. mass dance rox. haha. =P Saw ermhmm dance wif jenN wor. haha. gd luck. hope to get gd news SOOn. =)

hmm. well. results gona b out nxt week. yay! so happie. =) duno why. i m juz crazy nowadaes. Forgive me bahx. haha. =P hmm. gona go slp now. very slpy seh. very tired todae. had a violent pe lesson. plus mass dances. i m so dead. haha =P

tata ~xIn

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hmm. Long long time nv blog. haha. well. been very sick. N been in n out of hospital for bloodtests n stuffs. Thank God. I m still alive. Everyting iz fine now. Haha. Except tt i reali gt freaked out when it cumz to needles n stuffs. I hate them in fact! haha.

Alright. This entry. I wld very much wan to address to my bestest fren, Raine. Hey gurl. I m veryveryvery sorry. Erm. To b honest wif you, i seriously haf nv seen him more than juz a gd fren. Truly. well. as much as rejection wld do him more harm than acceptance, but reali, i hafta b fair to myself and to him rite? My heart belongs to sumone else. I cant juz for the sake of nt hurting him n juz accept him when i m stil in luv wif sumone else rite? =/

well. Juz now i read his entry on you, my dear gal. See? You does exist in his life. You played a more crucial part than i did. In fact, you did much more than i did. You did more than you shld help. Evryting tt you did for him wus out of love, i tink? hey, it's juz a confession. nt tt i take it lightly. hmm. well, i dun tink you shld take it tt hard too. Fight for your happiness, my dear gal. I can see tt you are stil in love wif him. Y giv him up to me? nonono. i dun wana see tt happening k? well. a relationship build up wif frenship as a strong foundation is surely stronger than a mere normal relationship. DUn giv up k? Gambate =) oH yar. n happie Vdae.

hmm.okay. juz rmb. VDae is cuming wor. haha. everyone seems to b busy wif getting gifts for their loved ones wor. last reminder ler wor. oni left a dae to vdae ler. hmm. me? i spending it either alone or wif frenz. pathetic. haha. but nvm lah. whu said vdae is oni for lovers? haha. =P okiex. well. happie vdae to all! Mae all couples haf evalasting love. takecare

Signing off...~xIn

~ chIneSe nEw yEar evE ~

happiE new year..haha..kinda early to haf tt greeting hor? hee.. todae went back bP. haha So fuN. see so many ex-bpIans. Sumhow, the guys changed most huh? Sum grown fatter. pPL lyke jiawEi gain weight until i almost canot recognise him. haha. nt that he now very fat lah. but he reali look diff. haha. Sum grown taller. haha. oH ya. Seen alot of new hairstyles. Mogu wif his Spiked hair. hmm. i dun lyke it. haha. still prefer the mushrOom heaD. haha. yAngOu wif his kinda long hair. weird. instead. he look beta wif spiked hair. HE DUN BELIEVE me!! arrgH! oh yar. BEST: weiyang.. haha.. he dyed his hair. brown isit? very nice lorh. suits him man.=)

let me tink stil gt wat arh? hmm.. this yr new yr celebration is lyke concert lidat. gt SHE. gt SHIN. haha. woOotz. bUt quite nice oso.=) then oh yar. of cuz we din forget our bP cheer. n Bp bAy. hur hur. =P well.. todae reali had fun. =)

I am sorry, raine. reali reali sorrie.